Okay so i havent really written one of these things in quite some time but i just feel like i need to get some things out.

Last night I asked to stay the night out because all i wanted to do was hang out with al but he was with ed and some other people playing pool and i didnt want to interupt so i asked sarah if she wanted to go see a movie thinking that afterwards al would be free but he was still over there i guess. so i went home for a little to get some stuff to spend the night out at erins house but i wasn't really going to sleep there... so i get a phone call from al's mom and shes really upset and she thinks that i can some how change alvaro but i cannot because he is his own perons. sometimes i really wish i could but i can't. i like him just the way he is but there are a few things that i dont understand about him....anyways she made me kinda worried so i was trying to call ed (al's friend) to see if i should go sleep at erins or if i needed to stay awake because i didnt know if al had a place to go that night, but i ended up going to erins work and then abck to her house. i finally got ahold of him and he seemed ok so i headed off to bed. i talked on the computer til like 3 though because i was just worried about al. i guess i need to not worry about him but i do alot. hes a big kid and i guess can take care of himself but i dont want anything to happen to him so yeah. so i finally went to bed and woke up this morning at the crack of dawn and called home because i needed to switch cars with my mom. erin and i were going to the beach and she had plans with some other people to go with so we stopped at cj's and got him then went to ed's to get him and i really wish alvaro was up for going to the beach but i guess he wasn't...i dont think id really be up for it either...so we met up with ibby nick olivia and charlie at chik-fil-a and we all went to the beach. i tried to help erin surf and that wasn't really successful and then nick and charlie came out and they all tried to surf but it was another failure. the waves sucked so thats probably why. so we decided to go eat at Mannys pizza and it was pretty good. we gave nick a real hard time about little things which was so halarious that i was laughing so hard (i needed a good laugh) but he ended up ok. so after we went abck to the beach and erin and i were flippin around while nick and charlie continued to try surfing in the 1 foot waves. then we decided to head home, making the usual stop at Frozen Gold (erin had never been there so it was a must see location) she liked it i guess. so i went and dropped erin cj and ed off then came home....i showered and now im here. tonite is gonna suck i guess. ill probably stay in but i wish al and i could hang out but he has prior plans =( maybe tomorrow?? have a good day

So Saturday was alot of fun. I went to cheerleading competition where we won GRAND CHAMPS and then i went to Jaynes Debutante Ball. I was so excited and it was going very swell until the candle service thing. I went up on stage and said my lil thing and then went and sat down. Then all of a sudden my stomache hurt soooooo bad. Like it was real bad, i had never felt anything like this before. So Mara was going home and she kindly offered to drive my family van home while i laid in the back seat. I got home at like 11ish and was moaning loud...lol. Then i went to the bathroom b/c i thought i was going to get sick but that wasn't the problem. Then my parentals came in and said that I needed to be quite so i shut up and went to bed. Then the next morning my mother asked if i wanted to go to breakfast and i said nope b/c i couldnt move so i stayed in bed all night. Then i woke up to go to school Monday and i still couldnt move soo my mom said she would take me to the doctor. I went and they rushed me to the people that take pics of teh baby when ur pregnant ( IM NOT HAVING A BABY) and from there i was rushed to the hospital to have surgery b/c my appendix was about to errupt...yeah gross but...So I went down and they gave me anastesha...(can't spell that) but they managed to drop the IV BAG ON MY STOMACHE...yeah that hurt alot. Then i woke up and i was in the recovery room. I went back to my room and fell asleep...for like 5 minutes b/c the nurse came in every 30 minutes to check my temp. blood pressure and pulse...ugh how annoying! Then i finally took my first steps yesterday night and now im walking =) I can't go back to school until Monday but oh well ill catch up somehow. Thanks to everyone who called to make sure i was okay =) <3 Rachel

Okay sooo since this hurricane passed i went to check out the status of the beach and its not too swell. First, the wall outside my condo is completley crashed. All of Flagler Ave is destroyed (at least Quiet Flight is still standing). But the sand went down like 10 feet and the ramp is not level with the ground so its kinda hard to drive down on the beach. I plan on going Saturday but its just not the same. The whole "boardwalk" thing is gone (where most contests are in smyrna). I guess ill be driving a ways to go to sebastain if the situation doesnt get any better. The waves were sweet last weekend though. These hurricanes are great if u look at that perspective but they destroyed alot of things. The pool my a friends condo was taken out...but ill live i suppose :-\ later

PS. A TIME TO KILL is the best movie ever! i think its the one thing i enjoyed in english class this year :-\

Okay so i totally am feeling in a certain mood and im so bored that i come and write in my livejournal so here's the song:

                        Im EMO Im EMO OH OH Im EMO

                         Give me a live journal and I'll write about my life

                        Im EMO Im EMO OH OH Im EMO...:)

Ok so..last night was pretty fun. I did the norm and went to the football game. Mr. Davis got me in for FREE because I helped out with FOOTBALL PHYSICS!! It was so swell. But we hit this gong and people in the crowd didnt hear it until like a half sec after it hit it. Then I told Katie and Jenny the answer to the FOOTBALL PHYSICS question so they got food. WOW i was pretty hungry. But anyways. The game was fun! Even tho we lost I still got to see someone..no names but ya know who Im talking about. We liked haven't talked in probably 2 years and we used be pretty good friends. We are working on that now; however I kinda want to be a lil more than friends. SHHH But anyways Boxing was the nex big this on the agenda for the evening. I decided not to go because I had practice bright and early this morning. But I came home and played some poker with my lil brother and his friend, Eddy who looks JUST LIKE BRENT...

Then I went to bed and I was suppose to stay up to see what time my 15 year old brother got home and ohh yes he got home at 1:15AM. Yeah thats later than ME! But he got in a little bit of trouble. OH yeah small detail. Before I left for teh game I kinda hit the corner of my parents jeep and they saw it today and confronted me and I totally blamed it on Nick b/c he always backs my car up. But yeah...thats not gonna get out. So I woke up and went to practice and I was suppose to do this dive that I havent done in a while but I am totally scared of it so I didnt do it....AGAIN. Mark, my coach got kinda mad at me but he got over it and well yea. I came home to find millions of boxes everywhere. My family went to SAMS...yes for JEANNE. I guess I can get used to these hurricanes. I mean i get to go to Stephys house...way funner than my house....and we dont have school for like a week. Yeah but I got Mean Girls today and I can totally relate to someone in my life. I mean "At my old school people used to clear the hallways for me" YEAH RIGHT. But no names...so I'll write tomrrow IF I HAVE POWER. Later...RAY

Hey, "WOW"... i havent writting or typed in this thing in forever. So first things first. This hurricane Frances thing is just wack! Totally! Nothing is on the shelves at PUBLiX anddd there is no gas ANYWHERE and yea we "are done for". So this thing, the size of TEXAS, is coming right at little Lake Mary. Its simple. The big thing wins soo WE LOSE. Next...

MARK CAME HOME! My coach is back from Athens and its wonderful. Hes soo awesome and I am in love. He brought me back the offical pins and some little things and pics and what not but hes soo cute...i have a sty (dunno how to spell it) in my eye (hence the fact i've been wearing my glasses) and he was worried and was just too cute for words. He insisted that I didn't get in the water but i did and everything was good. But diving is going great and i have a meet in a few weeks and plan on losing b/c i haven't dove 1 meter in years...well thats not correct b/c ive only been diving for almost 1 year exactly. K moving on...

Sooo this sty is a lil buggar. I have had it since LAST THURSDSAY and its really irritating. So i went to the doc and hes removing it on Wednesday (if we are still standing that is. Thennn...

Today my brohter had like 12 friends over, one is very very hot, i might add. THey were all playing poker and I just wanted to play one hand so i put in 75 CENTS and ended up winning and winnning and winning so I ended up with yes oh yes $11 whoooo hoo! Now Dal and I want to play ddr but we have no where to go because everywhere is CLOSED. THENNN...

Michael Phelps is by far the cutest thing walking on this earth, well maybe 2nd to Mark. But I was suppose to meet him yesterday but it was rescheduled b/c he had to flee this state that is about to be dominated by some thing in the air. I told Mark that i was very upset about this rescheduling but he didn't seem to care much. LOL But they are friends so its all good. I think that covers about whats on my mind right now other than the fact that IM FAILING SCHOOL and thats why I am sitting home on a FRIDAY night writing in this journal and doing HW. Well ill just talk to you all later, <3 RAY

okay...so today was the offical first day of summer school 2004. AHHHH thats all i have to say, WINTER SPRINGS IS HORRIBLE....no j/k. It was worse than ahh it was miserable! Okay so i wake up pretty early and get ready really quick and leave the house at 6:45. I see that i barely have any gas but its enough to get there...soo im driving and hit traffic!!! UGH i waited in some line that i didn't even ahve to wait it....it was teh drop off one and i could have passed them all and gone straight to the parking one....blah! So i get to school at 7:45 LATE THE FIRST DAY! It took a stupid hour to get there!! Then i walk into my class and its completely full so i sit in the very front on a counter top and now thats my seat. My class has NO NORMAL PEOPLE this is what i consists of: 2 kids who think htey are the shit and they def need a reality check! a basketball crew of chicks. 1 chick who chill with the wanna be popular kids...a white chick who thinks she black with corn rows...miss pretty in pink...the computer gadget kids...and just the really weird people...AHHH no one is normal oh yeah and the miss popular rah rah freaks! Yes I think i am a huge LONER in that calss with no on even in mind that I can make friends with...oh well this is going to be  a very longgggg 2 weeks. BUT good news I found out that I can go to NYC to go back to school shopping YES! Well gotta go...love yall! <3, ray

Hey Okay so last night I was with some people that I havent' hung out with in a very long time! We had a suprise party for Jenny. I went to Katies (never knew that we could deal with eachother...JK...we are cool now) early to decorate because she always makes me go over there to do that whenever there is a party at her house (last time it was for her dad's business or something??) but anyways, we went to publix and had lots of fun shopping then people came over. We suprised Jenny so that was swell. Thennn we thought that we should play some poker...OH YES! i love playing cards. I had played the night before with the brohters and their friends and did pretty good. Well last night I DOMINATED! lol! It was me, jordan, sam, eric, and tori. First out was Sam he just thought he knew what he was doing but i gues not...then he started to help me even though I didn't really need it, hehe. Then Tori was gone so it was me eric and jordan. Then eric was gone and it went me and jordan for quite sometime. We both thought that we were def going to win the round so he went all in and i did as many as he had and i still had some left over so i was like what the heck i guess i will go for it. Well i did and i beat him with a full house! yes!!! So after that we played 99 (i was a rookie at that game) and i unfortunatley got 2nd on that...but it was still lots and lots of fun! i love all those people. Well throughout the night i kinda was missing Sam and how we always used to hang out but we had lots of fun! And i guess i realized how much i love being around that kid...so i guess you all can assume from there....<3, Ray

Sidenote: Daliah leaves in a week!!! TEAR!!!!!

Okay, so get this...HANSON yes HANSON (aka MMM BOP)...is coming to our town of ORLANDO....can you believe it?? They are coming on the famous July 3rd (red hot and boom) which i have personally attended for the past mmm about 12 years. My family and I have gone since i was really little to watch the fireworks and most recently it has become a friends hang out place thing to do that day. Well last year was pretty sweet because we actually got to talk to Jessica and Nick before they were OOO SO FAMOUS. We saw them in the hotel parking lot befor they were about to go on stage. Ok so anyways, BiG Dilemma! My family and I are suppose to be going to North Carolina a week before 4th of July. But I was going to go up early right when I get out of summer school, June 22nd. SOo that would mean that I have to miss Hanson, Sarah Hudson, Ashlee Simpson, and many more people that I would def. like to see in concert. *BUT* next week I have a dance audition (if it ever gets sorted out) and if I make it then the show that Im going to be in is on July 3rd meaning that I will be able to attend. Soo hopefully this David dude gets his things together so I can d this audition. But basically I was just wondering who is going to be in town because usually my friends and I get a hotel room at the Embassy Suites where the singers stay so we try to meet them and what not...but my "friends" im sure are not going to want to come because I haven't hung out with them in quite sometime...(elena, britony, keilee, kristin, tori, etc.) SOOO if you guys are interested then let me know and if someone is going to go and I will not be there I am begging you to tape HANSON because I am obsessed! Thanks a bunch :-) XOXO Ray

Hey! school is finally over and man am i glad? This Friday i am going to Sebastian Inlet (well the beach) and its like an hour and a few minutes away. I am going to be there til like Tuesday so I was just thinking that you guys could come and stay the night or even the day . the beach is sooo pretty and we can get some color. If you guys aren't busy then let me know so we can plan something before everyone starts going out of town.

New subject...has anyone talked to Mara in decades because I definately havent. its like she is not even around because she has to spend Joeys last days with him as much as possible AMAP...but anyways, we both have a dance audition this weeknd for this guy so if anyone talks to her please just have her call Rachel.

School is over! YESS well guys we have made it through our Jr. year and now we are at the head of the school :) ANDDD the Lightning are going to the STANLEY CUP!! whooo hooo!!! well im out, holla